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Charis, your true color is Brown!

You're brown, a credible, stable color that's reminiscent of fine wood, rich leather, and wistful melancholy. Most likely, you're a logical, practical person ruled more by your head than your heart. With your inquisitive mind and insatiable curiosity, you're probably a great problem solver. And you always gather all of the facts before coming to a timely, informed decision. Easily intrigued, you're constantly finding new ways to challenge your mind, whether it's by reading the newspaper, playing a trivia game, or composing a piece of music. Brown is an impartial, neutral color, which means you tend to see the difference between fact and opinion easily and are open to many points of view. Trustworthy and steady, you really are a brown at heart.

Finally managed to update my blog.. been rather lazy (not busy) to do so...

Yesterday, Saturday night, went to meet my ex SIM-mates for dinner cum chill out session. Was raining when i stepped out of my house so i brought my usual big white bag to contain my umbrella! Sianz! Went to Waraku Restaurant for dinner. Ordered Chicken Balls paper steamboat.. it tastes delicious.. but think it wasn't that worth for money, costs $10.80 for just 3 balls.. Then we decided to go to Coffee Club at Wisma, ordered Mango Tango freeze.. It feels great to chit chat with them once again.. meeting them always reminded me of my Melbourne trip.. definitely unforgettable! Finally got a chance to use my pink eyeshadow stick from TFS already.. it looks good!

On Friday, went to a medium with PL and J. Upon entering the house, it was very dim and noisy.. lots of aunties and uncles.. saw no one that were about the same age as us.. It was a long wait. Waited till my legs now still aching.. Finally when it was my turn, the medium just tell me that i should leave my current job immediately and i will get find my future husband in my next job! It was straight to the point.. Mine took the shortest time.. Yah, i know that i should leave my current job liao!

Aiyo, don't know whether should go for haircut and soft straightening or not.. no time to do so before CNY liao..

Bought this top and necklace on Friday at Fashion Lab causeway point..


Close up pic of the necklace


Received this necklace from Ravish Beauty today..


Pls ignore the dates on the pic.. i didn't update my camera lah.. =p

Still need to buy at least one more bottom and pumps for CNY.. or should i buy?

Feeling down.. yeah.. always been so.. just when i was about to pick myself up and the pain came back.. how i wish he will just leave me alone.. how come he kept disrupting my peaceful life.. i really don't know.. if he really care for me and wants me to be happy, i think he will leave me alon and not be so selfish..

Going to be 4 long years, and i realise this is the *real* him.. i think it will be a long while before i can pick up the pieces and move on.. if only he will leave me alone in future..

Love is not all there's to it in a relationship. Compatability plays a much bigger role.. if both character clashes, a lot of unneccesary arguments and quarrels will occur. And all these will cause a crack in the relationship... No matter how, it's difficult to change one's character. I've tried to change for his sake but to no avail. I know he's tried also, but nothing good comes out of it also. I will never again ask anyone to change for my sake nor do i want to change for anyone's sake. What's the point of making both so unhappy? In a relationship, both parties should behave like themselves and not try so hard to make the other happy.. argh... i've realised it too late i guess..

Resolutions for the new year 2006!

1. To be more determined and perservere in everything I do
2. To be healthier by eating more fruits and doing more exercises
3. Not to be spendthrift, save as much as possible
4. Not to be lazy, not to procrastinate
5. To be more organised
6. To find a better job

3rd January 2006, Tuesday

I’m NOT happy at all working in this company. Yeah I know it’s my fault for not conveying the message to my colleague which a toopid superior of mine (take note: he is not my immediate boss) asked me to convey. That is because she’s busy on the phone when I wanted to tell her. After that, it slipped off my mind. And just because of such a minor thing, that toopid superior of mine intercom me to tell me off! I’m already in a bad mood for work (tired) already, and now still need to endure this kind of nonsense… What a ‘kind’ company this is?!

This toopid manager even asked me whether had I thought of any ‘special’ ideas for the new promotion.. I said no, honestly. And he said, must always think of new ideas ALL THE TIME. He must be crazy!

Another thing is when I was relieving a colleague for duties at the receptionist, he asked me whether I can access e-mails at that computer. I replied, “No, unless you are referring to the Internet.” He said, “Of course, if you are not sure, ask the IT manager.” D**n him lah! Keep finding fault with me leh.

What a way to start the work life of 2006!

Anyway, i'm just anticipating my bonus in end jan, then i can leave already! Yippee.. but still 3 more months to endure coz need to give notice period..


4th January 2006 Wednesday

Been turning in late for consecutive 2 days, was surfing Internet and watching TV lah. I was so tired at work today! I can even fell asleep when I am typing something. I can hardly keep my eyes open. Guys and gals please teach me some tips on keeping my eyes open! I tried all sorts of method, munch something, using wet tissue to clean up but still to no avail! In the end, I drank hot milo to perk myself up.. i think there's some effect but for a while only.

Today, my mum cooked Bah Kut Teh amidst other dishes.. Long time never drank that, and it taste great! And i think it taste better than those sold outside. Perhaps i haven't tried any good ones yet., lolz. *Slurps* Later, i'm going to drink the soup again!!

Happy New Year to all!!!

Spent New Year eve with my friends. Met up with them at PS and bought lots of things from The Face Shop.

- Stick concealer in light beige
- First aid gel (for my pimples)
- Top coat for nails
- Eyeshadow stick in pink
- Peach Yogurt Mask
- Delicious lip gloss in milk caramel (really smells de-li-cious)
- Suncreen cream (bought this hoping to top up to $80)

In the end, i still left a few more dollars to $80, luckily j bought some things and i got the membership card in the end. But i still have to wait sometime for the membership card.

After that, we went to Swensens for dinner. I ordered Salmon with mushroom baked rice and waffle with ice-cream with hot fudge for topping. Very yummy-licious! We also ordered Chef's salad, deep fried mushrooms (taste quite nice), prawn fritters.

We decided to go to New Asia Bar, Equinox @ Swissotel for countdown. It cost $50 per entry for 1 drink! The scenery was breath-taking, a shame that i do not have a camera on hand, only a pathetic hp camera, which couldn't take any good shots.. There were female dancers too. They were really good at dancing, their bodies were really flexible, can twist their waists very well..

The place was really crowded, lots of ang-mohs and foreigners. Me and PL even got touched by a crazy ang-moh! Maybe he was just joking ba.. but i felt offended and it spoilt my partying mood.. Later i saw him touching another woman, and this woman hit him in the stomach.. and he still appear nonchalant!

We decided to leave as J was working the next day, but alas, we couldn't get a bus home as it was all packed! J was lucky, she board the last NR home. PL and I waited for the first bus about 6 plus..