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Flying off to HK in few hours time. Will be back on Sunday. TataZ..

HK here i come!!

弃权
作曲:徐继忠|填词:|编曲:唐奕聪|

很疲倦
在留与离开之间周旋
慌到没有知觉
你只想爱我几天几夜
我天真以为
能几年几月
掉进一个谎言
手不肯放
就会整个沦陷

很危险
怎么能爱得那么卑微
等着被你忽略
害怕得眼泪流一整夜
但你的安慰
却只给一点
应该怎么摆脱
爱情的包围
让我往后退

对你的热情
你的虚伪
再也不眷恋
我试着判断试着习惯
被爱的盲点
完全弃权
不让你分配快乐伤悲
放弃为你
再生别用等待来熬夜
放弃配合你
要个情节做个心虚的演员
爱你的泪
明天会不见
春天应该不远

爱上你对不对
不再奢望
哪天会又见
爱你时常蒙眼
眼看着你
出去游戏人间
只任自己
埋怨
后悔

Met up with my ex-unimates yesterday to KTV @ Clementi. Had a fun time.. singing a duet with WK.. haha.. like that song loads! After that we proceeded to Fish & Co @ Glass House. Ordered a sambal fish, damn.. portion is too big and i dun really like it. In the end, never finished my food.. too full liaoz!! It was a celebration of my BD in advance.. though it was nothing elaborate, just feel happy + touched that this is my first BD celebration this year. After that, we had a stroll to Esplanade. And we hanged around there for some chit-chat. It was getting a monthly thingy that we got to meet up, and do activities. Hope that this ritual will still remain for the years to come...

Countdown 3 more days to HK!!! Got a crash course from WK.. learnt a bit of essential cantonese lah.. hope it's of use.. ! Still haven't packed yet. Dunno need to bring additional bag for my buys or not.. Headache~

My mood swings came back again.

Why can't he just leave me alone?

I bet i will be much better alone. He's still the same. Never changed a single bit.

So even if i were to be an old maid in my entire life, i will not regret.

And maybe someone will ask me 'why'?

As it's still better than being miserable in my entire life...!

Disclaimer: The above entry is just my personal viewpoint. Apologies if i've made anyone feel unease.

It's like this past week is the least number of times i've been to work-out to Amore.. yet surprisingly, managed to shed some fats.. yet, during the weekends, i've indulged in more than half a tub of ice-cram and eating 3 full meals.. and so, gained back those fats.. so ironical right? Just hope that i will not gain few kgs when i go to Hong Kong soon..

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Now into playing Hotel Giant. It's a difficult game to play.. can't seem to complete a single level.. Is it so difficult? Can anyone give me some tips or strategies if you've played that before??

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And work is getting so stressful.. hmm.. things that are not within my job scope, i have to handle as well.. and things go wrong, they will point a finger at me, saying that i'm in the wrong.. ya, it's a one-man show. But anyway, this job is still better than my previous job.

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I dread Monday!! Oh Hong Kong, i wanna come and see you sooner~~

You Are Navy Blue

You're a true adventurer. You constantly find yourself drawn to new experiences, people, and places. Sometimes you feel quite scattered and bored. If something exciting isn't going on, you feel a bit lost.

Your EQ is 113

50 or less: Thanks for answering honestly. Now get yourself a shrink, quick! 51-70: When it comes to understanding human emotions, you'd have better luck understanding Chinese. 71-90: You've got more emotional intelligence than the average frat boy. Barely. 91-110: You're average. It's easy to predict how you'll react to things. But anyone could have guessed that. 111-130: You usually have it going on emotionally, but roadblocks tend to land you on your butt. 131-150: You are remarkable when it comes to relating with others. Only the biggest losers get under your skin. 150+: Two possibilities - you've either out "Dr. Phil-ed" Dr. Phil... or you're a dirty liar.

Had this indigestion for the past few days.. no strength to go to work-out... but i still went to gym at WL while waiting for J yesterday.. we went to take flu jab for our upcoming trip in HK end of the month.. perhaps eaten too much.. nowadays i ate 3 meals.. looks like my fats bounced back =(( Eaten Poh Chi Yuan.. still feel so uncomfortable.. perhaps i should try to drink Ginger Tea.. perhaps will feel better.. it gets rid of unwanted air in the stomach.. But i'm definitely going to KB tomoro at PM coz it's my favourite instructor last class.. see him for the last time.. hehehe..

Going to rest soon.. hope my stomach gets better tomoro... sobzzz.. nitez all!

Damn!! I keyed in my entry liao then when I wanted to publish, it says error! And my entry went missing and now I have to retype everything…

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Met up with AF on last Sat, a newly found friend whom I got to know through my course of work. Though I didn’t help her clinch a business deal, we somehow got to click. We went to watch the Superstar 2 audition cum concert at TPY hub. Was actually convinced by her persuasion skills to go along, and yes, Xinhuey was performing as well. So happy. She has indeed improved by leaps and bounds. One word to describe her performance – Awesome. She mentioned that she has written 3 songs and 1 of which was to be placed in her new cum 1st album in Sept. Please support her and buy originals, please. Wahaha. Saw campus superstars finalists and the champions also. I like the 13 year old gal, forgot her name though, but I think her voice is really good, that she didn’t lose to some (supposed) veteran singers. I am quite sure that she will make it big if she were to be given a chance. Hehe.

AF’s friend went to get a queue number for the audition for Sunday. However, she flopped. So many thousands of people, I would say it will be really difficult to get in lor. We intended to go KTV after that then coz of some budget, we decided not to go. Haha.

Then I met up with PL and J for a short dinner cum brief chat. Showed them the (blurred) video clips that I took of Xinhuey’s performance earlier. Wahaha..

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Woohoo counting down my days to HK. I think work is getting more and more stressed. I know everything comes with a price. Haiz.. I just have to learn to bear with it.

Sorry, I just can't make myself to believe u any longer.

Everything u said and do now, it may have touched but it will never melt my heart.

Life is just too short for us to feel miserable. Why should we go after something that is just not meant to be?

Give it up, you and definitely, myself, will be much more happier.

Gotten kinda addicted to coffee. Usually, at work, i will need a cuppa of coffee to keep me awake, or if i'm feeling hungry. It helps to keep my mind off food at least for a while. Read in a magazine, that coffee can help to lose weight, as it helps to decrease appetite and it has no fat!! It helps burn fat for energy.

I love Coffee!!

Your Personality Is

Guardian (SJ) You are sensible, down to earth, and goal oriented. Bottom line, you are good at playing by the rules. You tend to be dominant - and you are a natural leader. You are interested in rules and order. Morals are important to you. A hard worker, you give your all at whatever you do. You're very serious, and people often tell you to lighten up. In love, you tend to take things carefully and slowly. At work, you are suited to almost any career - but you excel in leadership positions. With others, you tend to be polite and formal. As far as looks go, you are traditionally attractive. You take good care of yourself. On weekends, you tend to like to do organized activities. In fact, you often organize them!